Dir en Grey - 蟲

Band: ディル・アン・グレイ　(Dir en Grey)
Album: 鬼葬 (Kisou)
Song: 蟲 (Mushi / Insect)

作詞：京 作曲：薫
英訳： VKE

打ち明けられない誰も 信じられない誰も彼も
ほら全て見えない 差し込んだ光が消えて今にも枯れる
打ち明けられない事は 私の弱さ私の過去
得るモノもあるけれど きっと手に握る優しさが消えてゆくと

心が閉ざして今にも壊れてゆく
涙を殺して笑う日々よ
心が示した信じる意味の無さを
私を殺した偽善人よ

得るモノもあるけれど きっと手に握る優しさが消えてゆくと
ありふれた答えは 生きる事白死に戻して生まれ変わる

心が閉ざして今にも崩れ落ちる
涙を殺して叫ぶ日々よ
心が残した信じる意味の強さを
私を殺した私心

Lyrics: Kyou Composition: Kaoru
Translation: VKE

I can't open myself to anyone
I can't trust anyone at all
Look! I can't see a thing
The incoming light will fade and I'll soon wither away
Being unable to open myself is my weakness, my past
There are things I can seize, but surely the kindness I grasp in my hands is fading away

My heart is closed off and will soon be breaking apart
Killing the tears, I laugh the days by
My heart showed me the lack of a point in believing
Those hypocrites killed me

There are things I can seize, but surely the kindness I grasp in my hands is fading away
The mundane answer is that in living, you'll be reborn with a clean slate in death*

My heart is closed off and will soon crumble away
Killing the tears, I scream the days by
My heart left behind the strength in the point of believing
My heart killed me


*白死 (はくし) is a pun - 白紙 means clean slate, while 白死 would be something like a clean slate in death.